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A strange feeling of reassurence
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The last couple of days have been fairly normal.. Usual routine of eat, wake, sleep with the bits of life thrown in between
It wasn't until I read a certain blog entry today that I realised, much more deeply, how much and illness can have an emotional effect on another person.
My meningitis was probably one of the most scary things that I have experienced, and for those around me too. I can only imagine the emotions of these people so close to me, when all I could think of in pain and misery was myself.

Things are progressing, and progressing well, and going forward steps upwards and not downwards are the way to see things.

For some reason I feel strangely calm. Something I don't feel very often.
I am smoothly comfortable with what has been and now gone for good, and the positive things the future may, and will, bring.

This seems to me to be a somewhat philosophical entry.
Strange how feelings can differ at odd times of day. I may consider myself greedy, but not to myself, but to help others. I don't know if this makes sense, but there is a phrase of 'what you give is what you get'.

I must put in this entry that March the 4th is a much desired date for myself and close to being the time we call 'now'

Spring is here and I have noted that vine's are beginning to revive, tulips sprout, and generally, despite the intense whether of ice winds and frost, the Spring will soon be here.
If you enjoy it. celebrate you enjoyance.

Roses arrived today, and they must be potted in the next 48 hours. THey currently reside in the outer toilet, in there packing as that is a cool, and now cramped, place.

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I can only imagine the emotions of these people so close to me, when all I could think of in pain and misery was myself.

It's also human nature. I think most people are the same to a degree.

**hugs**

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