Log in

No account? Create an account

I'm on the road to nowhere!

"Fools may become wise"

Previous Entry Share Next Entry
It's Tuesday tomorrow.
WEl its been an interesting day,.. sort of
I didn't think I'd be hacking away at a large Buddlia (they are considered weeds & Pests in some parts of the world.) I love Buddlia's, they are great for butterflies, but this one is rather too large.. Plenty of opportunity to take cuttings..
I REALLY REALLY hope the cutting which is now a plant gets bigger so I can take another cutting or 2.. I want to let it grow a year or 2. It is EXCEEDINGLY Special to me as I took it at Sara's house the first time I visited.
I don't know what the house or garden looks like. Does it still have chickens.. probably not. I could DREAM of a house like that.
I would guess that its been changed, refurbished, or is it derelict Does anyone want to live in a house where a young woman lived a short life then died. Do they KNOW!
I guess, people.. that in a way, I still feel guilt.. I know it will never go away, if I had been stronger,.. more mature, would I have stayed with her and kept her alive.? I wouldn't be where I am now if I had.
Maybe these thoughts mean nothing, maybe they mean everthing.
I want to post some images from my gallery, but I don;t know how to do it.
I may keep them private.
Should I care.
A semi half moon is peering at me through the window. it's nealy ip & it will be fill on the 14th.