depressedI don't know why, but I feel blue today.. I don't know why.. I know that AM dialysis for the last 12 weeks isn't really agreeing with me, & at home I don't have a lot to be depressed about. Even at the unit we manage to entertain ourselves. if you don't laugh you cry? Maybe I should scream!!! & it the first words I usually say on a dialysis morning are Tea, yeah or Fuck Shit! It's dialysis
I feel stuck in a rut, which I dislike, I lost so much last year, & not just my memory & a lot of skills, but friends as well!
I know this isn't like me, but it's the way I feel...So tired, tired of everything & nothing...
SHIT!!
I'm going to prescribe myself some comedy.. see if it works!
So sorry for not calling today .. I don't know where time has gone too since getting back home! Will DEFINATELY call tomorrow.